i think the instability ov my moods lately is partly my subconscious telling me to get back to work on nova sol stuff (not, as teresa suggested, me intentionally putting myself in a bad mood so i'd work on nova sol stuff). yesterday was particularly asstacular, and there was no reason forit, as nothing awful or even terribly inconvenient happened yesterday--well, something did ov course, but that was something that happens every two weeks and doesn't usually turn me into a vicious growling thing, so i doubt there was a connection yeterday.
but i don't feel that i can work on nova sol stuff right now, as i'm rather badly behind schedule on my cover ov ministry's 'flashback'--as ov two nights ago, i've finally settled on drum sounds (good strong kick, snare that sounds more like the beep ov an alarm, run through a distortion pedal with all the dials in the middle, and large hall reverb on the PA--yum!). still haven't gotten the timing all worked out; the drums on 'flashback' are retardedly simple, but i can't keep track ov where i change to a kick rush and where i stop altogether. if the combination ov distortion and reverb didn't make tis nearly impossible, i'd just play the basic rhythm straight through and the cut and paste as necessary. since i like to do drums first, this means nothing else has been done except for a few minutes ov bass practice, which was just enough to tell me i don't seem to be able to turn on the distortion pedal without generating a huge amount ov feedback--i'm hoping that will turn out to have something to do with the microphone stil beïng plugged in and picking up although it was turned off, but i'm pretty sure it has more to do with the pickups on the bass also functioning as a primitive microphone (it was interesting hearing snippets ov conversation turn up on the bass practice for 'stigmata').
emotional disturbance: 
crappy
disaurientation: GPKism : Iudicium ; angelus (spectrum-X remix)